up⋅set   [v., adj. uhp-set; n. uhp-set]
–verb (used with object)

15.distressed; disturbed: She had an upset stomach. He is emotionally upset.

So upset doesn't mean angry. All my life I thought the word meant angry.

So i am not wrong to say that I am emotionally upset. Disturbed by much thoughts. Noticed that I didn't use the word many, guess it's too much that i classify it under uncountable. When things doesn't turn it the way you want it, I guess u just gotta realised that there's nth that you can do.

To add on, I have to attend this writing clinic cause apparently, what I wrote during a pretest wasn't substantial enough to prove that my eng isn't good enough. Gotta face it. FML

Today, everyone seemed to have a major problem with their attitude. People ard me, and maybe even my own but I can't be bothered.

What a night. And worse still, I have got work to look forward to.

Well, on a good note, i did some online retail therapy which made me feel less upset. Hopefully the spree owner doesn't say that spree is close or the item I want is unavailable.
*prays hard

Time to do a little surfing or read my bedtime storybook before I hit the sack!

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Oh yes IT FAir is finally overrrrrrrr. I guess this is the first time I have purchased so many item in a fair! Camera for my mum, screen protector, laptop(sadly, it's not mac) and iPhone cover(hopefully Ben likes it :)).

And have been selling mac stuff until I'm pretty much familiar with how it works. So looking forward to this last day whether or not sales have been good. And today was good! Zero sales till 4 plus when Shirley persuaded that I have lunch to change luck. And probably ben's sudden appearance @ the booth chased away the bad luck that was with me :) was really happy to see him after not meeting him for quite some time? Yeap! Just received his reply. After so long, I can finally give him a gd night msg. Haha so it's time for bed alr!

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Can't fall asleep right now. Had an awesome night w Ben earlier on :D everything was great- dtf(seemed to order all the right yummy food) also caught dear John. Lucky for his randomness, I managed to caught the show!
Yet towards the end of the night felt apologetic for the squabbles. Haha well, all is over!

Anyway, can't slp now. Too much things on my mind and it's all abt jobs :(

Shall really try to slp now! Early morn and long day tml!!

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HP Pavilion dm1-1015tu

HP Pavilion dv2-1122ax

Intuition tells me that it is going to happen all over again.

Weather is so warm that I'm so pissed off.

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I'm talking about my eyes. It deserved some good rest. Can't believe how vulnerable I was in front of Ben. That's probably the result of emotional stress. Well, I'm glad it's somehow out :)
Thinking back on some parts of our conversation can cause tears to well up once again.

But everything shall be started afresh tml!! So good night and I'll be looking forward to a brand new day :)

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CNY coming to an end! Sucha boring one this year. So MUCH goodies at home but end up finishing them slowly ourselves.

As u get older, don't u feel that birthdays is just a normal passing day? Let's seenif this year is going to be different!

And I gotta complain big time tonight!! How/why on earth did I manage to turn down two day job offer this morning when i need the cash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Endeavour pri called and I was stunned for a moment and I said I can't make it. Next little skool house called and asked whether i can work 10-6, I said I have sth on. Omg wtf was wrong w me :( X10000000000

Next at raffles city, little skool house contacted me to work tml 8-6, I turn them down AGAIN since gonna have dinner to celebrate advance bdae w the girls.
If Im not contacted again in march, I'll be devastated :(

I NEED A JOB BADLY.

On another note, I'm done w ntu's application. Shall leave it all to fate!!

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Im feeling like a bomb that is about to explode anytime soon.

Idk why I'm having this weird feeing of anger in me. Grrr....

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Wa Lao eh I just typed one whole chunk of thing and it is all gone now zzzzzzzzz

Anyway tonight was damn shiok cause I got to driveeeee and inhad beginner's luc at mj!! Haha but that's not the point! But instead I realised Im running out of time!

Got to complete my part for a grp assignment by tml, got to do up a clas video for a module asap. Don't wish to delay it!

Anyway in the coming month of February, there are so many things happening!
First, shirley's ah boy's 22 bdae
Next, CNY and VAlentine's day
Then my 20th dae
Lastly, ben's 21st bdae

Wah so many things happening, the month is gonna be Over in a blink!

Anyway I'm feeling hungry !
Talking about food, the pineapple I made earlier on in the day was a fucking failure :(( the pastry was hard like cookie, but I'm sure m girls enjoyed them! Haha!

Gotta sleep soon! Tuition tml morning at 11. Hate having my Sundays interrupted :(

Ciaos~~

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These few days have been bad. Have been feeling irritated at my mum at the slightest thing possible, pissed at grpmates for asking qn at a wrong time.
And it's this period of time where I will not tolerate minor stuff that can pissed me off.
Sadly it's this period of time that anything can affect how I'm feeling.

Time for bed!

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Hello there, tonight is a boring night. Despite having a packed week, I still made time for some short naps in the afternoon almost everyday and the feeling is super good.

Well, 2 assignments done this week and I'm just left with 3 more grp work before my time as a poly student ends. Though I've got accepted into wheelock college, Im gonna apply for ntu's education degree program. Somehow I hope I'll get accepted there- more recognized, schlorship somehow guaranteed and I can see my future clearer. Oh well, I can where I'll be if I continue my studies at wheelock just that, it will take a lingervtine before I settle down w a job.

Anyway did some cny shopping earlier on w sis at the buys were good. Not really looking forward to cny cause everyone is older, andneveryone year's routine gets more mundane :(

I guess this is what happens when you have nth to do- getting drown in thougts.

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Last of all, even though u said its okay alr, I'm still sorry for throwing my tantrum at u. Dint mean to ya..
And i do love the card made by u (: